Fear Tolerated is Faith Contaminated.

This tour I have witnessed God move in so many different ways. From change to healing, He truly has proven to be all that the Bible says He is, from providing for us at all times in abundance to visiting with us. One of the most memorable testimonies happened in the middle of the tour. One of the guys on my team was put in the hospital. He was having trouble breathing. We went to visit him and when we did we encountered a girl in the ER, I saw her and she was dry heaving and crying and moaning in pain. So we started to walk away and I ask her mother if we could pray for her she said yes, surprisingly and then we prayed. Right after we said amen she looked up and gave us a smile. We walked away and she sat there in peace for the remainder of the time that we could see her. It was amazing like God had allowed her to fall asleep. God is so good. He showed me that when we are obedient to his voice he will not leave us, but rather move on our behalf!! 

Jeremiah 20:9 says "If I say I'll never mention the Lord or speak in his name, then his word burns in my heart like a fire. It's like a fire shut up in my bones!  I am worn out trying to hold it in! I can’t do it." Something that really breaks my heart is to see a dead church! I have had the unfortunate experience of seeing many churches that have dried up and become barren. We have traded our relationship with God for the things of this world. As Christians we are buying into the false peace and fake hope. It's like we would rather eat flies and maggots instead of bread. The Bible clearly states that we cannot serve two masters. It's our choice. Are we going to choose life and the abundance thereof or are we going to choose sin which the wage is death. We can no longer depict our God as a hypocrite. Everything we do must be Holy an upright we are representing the most High GOD!! This is no longer about us and our selfish desires if we are children of God then we should be giving Him everything; all our time and energy. I am not saying that we can't have jobs or families or pets or any of that what I am saying is that we need to focus more on our purpose and our calling. As the body of Christ we must know our places. We can't keep trying to be parts that we aren't. If you are a hand then you can't function as the face!! So many times we underestimate the importance of our calling. We are each needed in the body. It's just like with your physical body if you are missing a hand then the rest of your body has to work twice as hard to pick up the slack. This causes weariness to become evident we start to lose hope because everything is so hard and rather than crying out to God we look for a quick fix, which the world is full of. So we pursue falsehood because it is easier to pose and pretend then ask for help. Where has the fear of God gone? Sin is only fitting for a season after that where will we go? What happens when we need more and more and the world has northing to offer? We can't use God as a security blanket. We need him, his is the one who holds our lives He is the one who has created us, the one who sent his only son to die for us. Why are we choosing death? It's like we are cheating on God with death. We need to pursue life and life more abundantly. We do not have to settle for second best. We are children of God. We are called to be above and not beneath… we are the head and not the tail. We were fearfully and wonderfully made. All we have to do is swallow our pride and drop our sinful natures. The word of God is like a fire in our hearts we can no longer hold it in.

So I am discovering that my ministry is focused around evangelism. I want to take a missions trip while I am here in the New Life Drama Company. I really want to see God move in new and radical ways, I want more than anything to see lives saved and changed by God. There are several opportunities coming up and I need some help with finances. I have been on the road for almost 2 years now and well full time ministry is expensive. So if anyone would like to help me I would sincerely appreciate it. If you can't help financially then your prayers will be much appreciated. Thank you for your time and I pray that God will bless you abundantly!